He Still Looking For Job By The Way

People said to me, looking for job is easy but find the right one is not, moreover if you don’t make the cut. Well, it’s true and now i’m on it.

So when i graduated from my university last year, i have so much optimism in myself, that i’m gonna make my dream come true, perfect job, perfect life. Then the journey begin.

I applied TASPEN job vacancy , i knew that from my vocational school friend. So i waited about a month and yeah i didnt make it. I was eliminated in first phase. Well, actually i really really dissapointed , but yeah that’s not for me so i just let it go because there’s nothing i can do about it. And God has good things for me in the future. 

After that i got emails from several company, they wanted me to come and interview. And it was ...you know..i didnt make it again. Yup AGAIN AND AGAIN. T_T.

Life’s so hard Bro !!!

Actually one of my perfect job list is working in mining company  and Last month i applied Job in Freeport Papua,  I did believe that i could pass the test ( such a great optimism :D ), But in the first phase i got eliminated. Hm... Actually i have close friend whose father work for the company  but i won’t ask him for letting me in. It’s complicated cos you know it’s like i’m using him for myself, and i don’t wanna do that. Although, i really really want to work in mining company but i should let it go, and bury my dream for working in mining company. BYE BYE Freeport. 

I also applied job in Pertamina, but i think it’s fraud because some reasons such as, the phone number, actually they use cellphone number ( what kinda company would do that, and for BIG company like Pertamina, i think they won’t use it ), second is they wanted me to go to Pekan Baru , and i should book the hotel and travel as they mention in the letter, wow, totally fraud. So guys, you shoul becareful about kinda thing. Nowdays so many fraud, moreover on internet.

With all those failures, i’m just human being, and it broke me finally ( beside broken heart, fail in job test broke me too ) and couple days i just at home, thinking about all things that i’ve been through. 

And finally i made a choice to get up again.Yay...... Kelly Clarkson said what doesn't kill you make you stronger right? 

Well, i think it’s enough. Last thing, if you have high expectation for success, you should prepare yourself for failure. Optimism is a must but if God says no, it means no, stop worrying . God always has good things for people who keep believe and never stop to try.